Blue Fire

Haven't made a post in a while. Haven't been so well. Why, I'll tell you why!

I've had bad problems with my friends. Fights. We all have sorted it out now. Kinda. We had a big talk because my friend called me a F**k-wit and i was sick of it. So that was all good. Then i got asked out by this guy in my class. Really nice. Funny. Cute. I said yes. Next day. BANG! It all went shit again. Got dumped at a concert. When i was supposed to be having fun! Then I made 7 new friends. Mostly boys. Awesome again. Then, I started to like these two boys. I no you should only like one person at once but i can't help it. Judge me all you want! All good again. I thought at least one of them liked me back. But then bad again. The asked out my two best-friends. Now they both have girlfriends that are my BF's. So Ka-boom! My life sucks at the moment. To make things worse. I really did think they liked me. I strongly believed that. Guess not hey? And also another downer. I was going to ask my boyfriend to the movies this weekend. But he dumped me. For another girl. ANOTHER downer.

Today i also went on msn and started talking to the girl who is going out with the guy i like.  She wasn't answering me. And then I'd be like " Im going bcuz you don't seem to want to talk" And she'd be like " Sorry just talking to ( the guy ) and on webcam with him, so glad I'm going out with him. So yeah I'm a bit busy" Wow thanks for making time for your BEST FRIEND! So she's all happy and blabbering on about how excited she is because she doesn't know i like him. Even worse. Okay i should stop complaining to you now.

All my love from my broken heart, Lily ♥♥ xx

How are you all? Last night i went to my friends house and we decided to give each other make overs. So of course being me i made my friend emo. And being Brooke ( my friend ) she did it back :) LOLLLS!! so that's the pic LOL!!

We also gave each other a normal make over. And Brooke was pleased so she asked me to do her graduation make up. Awesome :).

Lots of love Lily xx ♥♥ oo

How is everyone today? I came back from my friends party sick last night >.< 

We were just watching a moving next thing i decided to play with my earring. My whole ear had puffed up into a big ball. And I didn't know what the hell it was so i was like I'm going to bed so when i wake up it'll be fine. But then my eye started to feel uncomfortable. So i went to the mirror and my eyes were as blood shot as they could possibly be. And it felt like I had something in my eye. So I'm like " Oh crap I've got conjunctivitis. " So I'm like i just think I should go home. So i did.. Now this morning My eyes still feel a bit gritty and my ear has kind of gone down. =D

So today is prob going to be extremely boring. Oh great. But let's see if i can make it fun. Post Later

Lots of love Lilt xxxooo ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Sorry it's a boring post.

How is everyone today? Myself? Yeah I'm alright i guess.

You know that girl i was talking about. The bitchy one. Yeah? Well she's gone to country week so it's just me and my friends now :D. For now >:L It was so more relaxed without her. I felt so... free? Then at 2:00 we had Faction Captain speeches.  I don't know how i went until Monday. That's when we find out. Can't wait. I hope it will be myself and my really good friend Emma :) My friend Ashleigh wanted to run for it but she has a twin who can't speak prop and is  a bit unco so her mum said she can't fun for it because then her sister has a chance. WTF?? But what if she doesn't get it anyway. Ashleigh could of run and got it. I reckon that's a bad thing for a mum to say. :( But tonight I'm going to my good friends party :D Hope we'll have a good time.....

Lots of love Lily ♥♥ xxxooo